This last week, I feel like God has been waking me up, again, to the reality of these kids’ need for Him. Sometimes it can be easy to fall into the routine of life, to get caught up in grading schoolwork and cooking dinner and settling arguments and trying to keep the house/school in some general order… and forget. Forget what these kids came from, what they’ve seen. Forget what they’ve done, what they’re capable of doing. Forget that, though they are young, they are far from innocent. Forget how badly they need the same Savior who rescued me.
This week I have seen it again. My heart is broken over it,
and yet hopeful.
Juan Jesus is only 12. Sometimes he seems like such a little
boy still; I see his tenderness, his need for affection. But I realize, knowing
a little more about his past and the choices that people in his life have made
that he is prone to follow, how easily he will be lost if Jesus doesn’t get a
hold of his heart. He’s already around the age his older brother was when he
decided the school was too hard and too restrictive, and took off to live in
the ‘freedom’ of the streets. I see the same struggle in him.
I think it might have been Tuesday that I was working a little after
class with Leonardo, and God put it on my heart to talk to him a little. It was
nothing dramatic; the kid pretty much just let me say what I wanted to say. But
I was so thankful that he listened, and that I had the privilege again of
talking about this incredible miracle that is the Gospel!
Thursday we had our usual ‘coffee’ with the deaf young
people, and we talked about how we can best spend that time; I explained to
them what my heart was and asked what they want out of it, how I can get behind
them and help them in their walks with Jesus, how we can learn and grow
together. I was encouraged by their response and the hunger that at least some
of them have for more of Jesus. I believe God wants to do great things in these
lives. Let us watch and see what He will do!
(The following is a little snapshot from last week, if you feel like reading a happy story... :)
Friday morning in my class we
read from 1 Corinthians 15. I felt like it was fitting to read about Christ’s
victory over death and the grave at this time of year, with the famous Mexican holiday "Day of the Dead" taking place the next day. But interestingly
enough, we didn’t even get to the triumphant end of the chapter. The children
started asking questions, and we spent at least half an hour there in class
with a torrent of questions, things they had heard, things they had seen or
dreamed or wondered…
“What happens if you don’t
believe in Jesus? What is hell like? Do you feel things there?”
“Are you going to heaven,
Christy? How do you know?”
“No wonder you’re so happy!”
“What do you mean, Jesus paid
the price for you?”
Eventually I said, “Look,
children, I think we really need to do a little schoolwork… but how about this:
if you want to talk some more about that, why don’t we talk together here
during recess?” They all thought that was a great idea, and clamored off to
their desks. I was so excited by their enthusiasm and sincere questions.
At recess, most of them ended
up getting a little too distracted by all the commotion and didn’t end up coming
back. Understandable. But Lupita did, followed later by a couple of the other
girls. We just sat there and talked, about the Gospel, about forgiveness… She asked how it was that I became a
Christian, and she said that she always asks God to forgive her sins, but doesn’t
know if He does or not. So we talked about His promises and His salvation. She
was so open, so interested. “But,” she said at one point, “I don’t get it. How
did you become a Christian?” I explained as simply and truthfully as I could,
amazed and grateful for the chance.
Yeah, easily my favorite class
ever. J
Amigas... |
We miss you, Mary!! So thankful for the time you spent down here with us! |
Our neighbor Tere, who makes the best tortillas! |
Woodshop with Gideon |